The road winds through the forest.
We are unsure about it at first.
Will it be passable? Potholed?
Where does it begin?
It begins, as all things do,
at a crossroads,
which is to say
it has no beginning.
It comes out of nowhere,
leads somewhere,
but it doesn’t then end
– it is we who leave it.
The road continues through the trees.
Their shadows lie across the road
like corrugated iron,
a cattle grid,
protesters.
They resemble the bars of a prison,
but they are just that
– shadows of trees
that from time to time
morph into potholes.
I steer carefully
to avoid sudden disappointment,
ranging from third to fourth
to neutral.
At one stage a golden leaf
has an unexpected burst of enthusiasm
and jangles (like your bracelets)
across the road,
reminding me of destiny.
Are we just Hardy’s playthings?
I have a different view.
Nothing begins or ends with us
(like the road).
Things pass through us,
or we pass through them
(like the forest).
What counts is how we respond
(with love or hatred).
It is our response
that makes us human.
We stop for lunch.
The sun lights up a patch of ground.
To the south,
Rila stands majestic.
In the north,
the Old Mountain belies his years
and blushes.
Tenderness abounds.
Jonathan Dunne, 17 February 2023